Monday, October 13, 2008

6:41 PM

I really do not know why but I feel that my heart is really HURTING ! I really do not know what to say but I feel really miserable … without u by my side …
Every minute , every second ,my heart , mind and soul have been thinking about you … and I really don’t know who to pen it on , therefore , I decided to pen it on this … I really have nobody to talk to … I really wished that you are by my side … even though our parents know about it , we must at least face it together … we cant possibly hide it away right ?
But we must face it together ! really … u told me that you will not break with me … but in the end , you still break with me … but do you know how I feel ??? I guess you are really heartless to feel … I really feel like crying out … but to who ? and to cry for who ?
I told myself to stop hanging on to the past and move forward …but however , I just cant do it … seriously … I feel that you are my life … my first stead , even though I break woth him after 7 mths , but after meeting you , my whole life changed … seriously … being your friend to your stead , it is INDEED a wonderful thing … but now , it is like this , I think we better go our own way … I do not wanna us to b hurt so deeply in this way … so , JUST FORGET ME . I understand that you may be heartbroken or watsoeva … but sticking to me , isn’t the way to solve the prob . so yah .. just forget me .
What if you have no tomorrow to look forward to ?
Maybe it’s not about what tomorrow can offer to you , but about what you can offer to today .
– adapted from Low Kay Hwa – I believe you


Now , there is another situation … which concerns my family …
My parents say that my bro go steal my family’s $$$ I do not know why does he want to steal … but my parents say that if he is the one , my mother wants to bring him to the neighborhood police centre . I really do not know why my family have to go to such extend that I do not have anyone to talk to … my bro always do this kind of things . AND , I AM HELPING HIM TO KEEP THIS PROBLEM … I really do not want to have a record … seriously !!! i need comments !!!